In The thickest of rain one may see blue and one may see gray, but the ones that realy look see them both, raping around eachother in beautiful harmony.

I could see Carnelians light blazing through the sliver of her door, I then heard Bleu humming to herself, she only dose this while painting, I was just about to run in Carnelians room to see her again but couldn't imagine why...Bleu is like my sister, Just a few minutes ago I patted her head and thought of her as a little pest friend of Carnelians, What happened?

When I woke up I thought it was all a dream, of course until Bleu walked down the stairs wearing her bra...

after school I thought nothing of going home, I wanted to clear my head, and I never wanted to see Bleu again if she wasn't the small silly child I remember

I walked to my hide out, I found it one day when I ran away as a child, I got scared later and wanted to go home but I sat and did nothing, as the night got darker I saw a figure running toward me, my father. he carried me home and made me hot chocolate. I always came here from then on, I still don't know why I like it here though. 

as I walked out of the barbed wire fence hidden by the tangles of brambles and went toward the reflective ripples of water, the salt air brushed around me, glimmers of wet drops swayed past I loved here but felt as if there was some where else I should be.I closed my eyes slowly, sucking in as much brackish air I could not wanting to break the moment, but I left running rapidly through the brambles, and ended up at a small pond area.

I found a grassy area by a mud filled pool of water. It smelled of dead fish and flowers, I blocked out the dead fish smell and sat on the lushest part of the ground, I did my home work at this spot and when I finished I waited, I'm not sure what I'm searching for but I did.

But what I found, was not exactly to my liking, I saw a figure in the distance, It was in fact Bleu, I was happy and exited in side, but also afraid....I didn't want to be happy my head told me to turn around and run away but I simply couldn't! I saw her bright blue hair and didn't dare turn around. Before I even knew it I was right by her I turned her around

She hugged me a tear ran down her cheek,

"Whats wrong?" I whispered in her ear as she hugged me closer.

She pulled away slowly

"My mother is moving away to be with my grand parents" she murmured sadly

I will hate my self for this later but I had suggest it...

"Maybe you could move in with us?" I said to her.

She laughed quietly looking away from my eyes.

She grabbed my hand and took it in hers I let her I still don't know why, it feels wrong being with her...but so right at the same time...I let her keep going and then I started to play along....

Gabbed  her close and we shared a long kiss, I started to think about what I was doing.

"um." I pulled away fast and looked at her she had a smile on her face her eyes were closed still and then after realizing I wasn't there any longer she opened her eyes, obviously she was embarrassed,

"I-I have to uhh.." I let her out of my grip and she immediately let her body go limp.

I ran leaving her in the dark there. as I ran further I could hear he small whimpers turn to crying.



She must think terribly of me, and then I realized that I care way more than I thought I ever would...

1.1 Prologue for Colors

Amethyst (My sister) droped me off at the gym so I could work out, she always made fun of me for going to the gym in stead of hanging out with my friends on saturdays.

She started reading for about five minutes, then diccided she wanted to leave.

"Good bye Gray" she sd in an annoyed voice as she walked past me. She headed for the stairs and went out, most likely to hang out with one of her many friends.

Once I was done with my work out I change my clothes and took a shower, once I checked my pockets I relized Amethyst still had the car, and I had no money for a taxi. So I walked the two or so miles home.

Once I was home it was dark out, and I saw my parents danceing on the balcony.I din't bother interupting them, they would make a fuss and my mother would jump off the balcony just to give me a hug and make sure I was alright.

Once inside I saw my sister Carnelian talking to her friend Bleu, Bleu came over almost every night, weather it was for a sleep over or just to hang out. Carnelian was the strange one in the family, the least friends, but the ones she made were very close to her.

My sister looked up to me, she always said I was her role model. I love her but she can be very annoying some times.

 Bleu looked at me when I walked in and beconed me  her, I came by my sister and bleu gave me a sinister like smile, I always thought of her like anouther sister in ways.

"Any thing fun happen today gray?" she asked as Carnelian looked at me with a big smile on her face waiting for the answer.

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I tought about all I did today, Woke up, ate breakfast, friends from the swim team called me and asked me to meet them at the gym early, Amethyst agreed to take me to the gym and left me the keys. She later came after my friends had left and took the keys and then I walked home.

It seemed ussual nothing out of the ordinary I looked at her and patted her head saying "Nope nothing new, just a normal day considering your still here" she laughed and I heard my mother quickly rush down the stairs.

She came over and huged me and slurred her words as she said "How are you? what did you do today? I didn't see you at all today! I missed you!!"

"Ummm Mom one question at a time"

She laughd and huged me again, some times she was just a bit to exitabel....

"But never mind those questions honey! Wheres your sister?"

she asked as the front door creaked open and my sister went through the opened door.

"I think that answers-"

she ran twords my sister cutting me off

"I was begining to worry baby!!" my mom squeeled

"I always come home at ten on weekends mom"

"Haha, I still worry for my babies"

My much more laid back father came up and told me some jokes told me that I should get to bed a little earlyer tonight.

I said of coarse and he explaind that I had school tomarrow.

"Hahaha! I know dad" 

"Yes, I was just make sure of coarse haha."

I always loved my father, he looked out for me and when ever I got in troubel he was there. he gave me a huge hug then I went up stairsd saw him go tword Carnelian, and Bleu, most likely telling them it was time for bed.

At about midnight when every one was in  bed I fallowed my fathers orders and went to sleep. 

It was time for another gray day, my name certainly fits my life, nothing new happens ever! all I want is just something new!!

Yes it is deffinatly a normal day bleu is here, Amethyst is cleaning breakfast, I'm up late

Well I guess Bleu must have slept over, I wonder why she's never home? I know that her dad died, and she moved here from france when she was only a toddler.

Before school started I wanted to paint just a little.

and now a normal day hmm lets see...School

Come home

Home work

Carnelian and Bleu come in.

home work

 Oh I forgot today was Bleu's Birthday!!

WHAT!?!?!?!?

is it just me or did Bleu get howt?

The Colors are black and white, there is no in-between, no Gray

This Is my home, The lame excuse for a city my parents moved to when they were just married.

This is...well me, I'm Gray, Gray Farbe I was named after my hair. So is the rest of my family. I don't know if you know this but Farbe means color in German. So my father calls us the 'Color' Family.