I could see Carnelians light blazing through the sliver of her door, I then heard Bleu humming to herself, she only dose this while painting, I was just about to run in Carnelians room to see her again but couldn't imagine why...Bleu is like my sister, Just a few minutes ago I patted her head and thought of her as a little pest friend of Carnelians, What happened?
When I woke up I thought it was all a dream, of course until Bleu walked down the stairs wearing her bra...
after school I thought nothing of going home, I wanted to clear my head, and I never wanted to see Bleu again if she wasn't the small silly child I remember
I walked to my hide out, I found it one day when I ran away as a child, I got scared later and wanted to go home but I sat and did nothing, as the night got darker I saw a figure running toward me, my father. he carried me home and made me hot chocolate. I always came here from then on, I still don't know why I like it here though.
as I walked out of the barbed wire fence hidden by the tangles of brambles and went toward the reflective ripples of water, the salt air brushed around me, glimmers of wet drops swayed past I loved here but felt as if there was some where else I should be.I closed my eyes slowly, sucking in as much brackish air I could not wanting to break the moment, but I left running rapidly through the brambles, and ended up at a small pond area.
I found a grassy area by a mud filled pool of water. It smelled of dead fish and flowers, I blocked out the dead fish smell and sat on the lushest part of the ground, I did my home work at this spot and when I finished I waited, I'm not sure what I'm searching for but I did.
But what I found, was not exactly to my liking, I saw a figure in the distance, It was in fact Bleu, I was happy and exited in side, but also afraid....I didn't want to be happy my head told me to turn around and run away but I simply couldn't! I saw her bright blue hair and didn't dare turn around. Before I even knew it I was right by her I turned her around
She hugged me a tear ran down her cheek,
"Whats wrong?" I whispered in her ear as she hugged me closer.
She pulled away slowly
"My mother is moving away to be with my grand parents" she murmured sadly
I will hate my self for this later but I had suggest it...
"Maybe you could move in with us?" I said to her.
She laughed quietly looking away from my eyes.
She grabbed my hand and took it in hers I let her I still don't know why, it feels wrong being with her...but so right at the same time...I let her keep going and then I started to play along....
Gabbed her close and we shared a long kiss, I started to think about what I was doing.
"um." I pulled away fast and looked at her she had a smile on her face her eyes were closed still and then after realizing I wasn't there any longer she opened her eyes, obviously she was embarrassed,
"I-I have to uhh.." I let her out of my grip and she immediately let her body go limp.
I ran leaving her in the dark there. as I ran further I could hear he small whimpers turn to crying.
She must think terribly of me, and then I realized that I care way more than I thought I ever would...
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